Buddy, pliz listen...

Tuesday, March 23, 2010 Edit This 0 Comments »
huh~
long time no see ya big buddy.lama jugak x tulis dairy kt cni. sorry Buddy, despite from busy wif design as well as psm, i too busy wif f.o.muahaha~ so funny that programme ma...


by the way, today im not talking about how funny and bestest the fo is. i have another story i want to share wif. Buddy, pliz listen carefully. pliz, dont juz hear. open ur ears and listen..


i juz want to share my feeling.


u know wat, ive been wif him quite a long time. he is older than me. he is working at his own hometown. FYI, he's not a rich person. neither poor too. but not as fortunate as my family in terms of financial. me too, not rich but modest only. boleh la nk sara hidup 6 org anaknye. 2 dh bekerja. kire ok la.kdg2 pon sempit gk.tp  family die ni sempit selalu. gaji die pun not much, maknye pun sama. adiknye, 2 org sudah bekerja. namun, x cukup jgk. masing2 gaji bwh seribu...kadang2 rasa bersyukur jugek dilahirkan dalam keluarga sekarang. kesian tgk keadaan mereka....tambah2 lagi die....


ya, he always sacrifice his salary to the family. selama die bekerja, he cant afford to take driving license & apa2 yg penting padanya. (my mom already asked when he's gonna take the license).sometimes, he couldn't get watever he wants from his money. he juz sacrifice it to his mom and family needs.ah~ i feel so bad rite now. kesian kat die...................


oppositely,,,me here, use a lot of money. i juz spending to i dont know wat..the money juz dissappear on its own. so, every month, im lacking wif money. im afraid to ask mom cuz mom will babbling saying that im membazir. she will said, "abang kamu jimat je guna dwit". na, i know wat does she means. so, i decided that not to ask her after that. i decided to choose him as my backup. eventually, he will said he would do anything for me. "pliz dont say that u menyusahkan i.." So, i thought it will be ok for me to ask him.after all, he must be trained to do so cuz later, his money will be mine to. opps~ (^^)


days by days, months by months...i kept asking him until i realize that i feel that i dah banyak susahkan die. sigh~ i really hate susahkan orang.ah~i feel so bad rite now. wat have i done???he has not much money yet u still asking him..aigoo~ im a very bad person..bile teringat je bende ni sedihnye rasa. crying till the end...






i guess it is time not to depend on other people anymore. tambah2 lagi pasal dwit nih. malu nk mintak kat mama. kat die pun sama. bkn sbb malu tapi...xnklah.dahla menyusahkan org len syamira.


huh~hati sudah lega meluahkan perasaan kepada Buddy. i guess u should take a lesson from wat i have told u. until then diary.


bye~
sarang hae..

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